The practice of observing medication side effects and benefits without absorbing them into your sense of self.
Buddhist psychology teaches that we suffer when we identify with transient experiences as permanent truths about ourselves. A psychiatric medication might cause weight gain, but you are not inherently overweight. It might create emotional flatness, but you are not inherently emotionless. Dipa Ma's teaching emphasized this crucial distinction. She helped practitioners see that thoughts, emotions, and bodily sensations arise and pass like clouds—none define the essential self. When taking medications, this practice protects you from the despair that comes from over-identifying with side effects. You can observe: 'This medication is creating tremors' without believing 'I am tremorous.' This creates psychological space to make clear decisions about continuing, adjusting, or stopping medication. It also prevents the opposite error—identifying so strongly with medication benefits that you cannot tolerate any adjustment. This middle path, rooted in Dipa Ma's fearlessness and clarity, allows you to use psychiatric medication skillfully while maintaining your sense of wholeness and dignity throughout treatment.
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