Recognizing how survivors often mistake compulsive family caregiving and emotional enmeshment for spiritual devotion or love.
Rabia's devotion was free, ecstatic, and centered on her own relationship with transcendence—not on managing others' emotions or earning safety through service. Yet many trauma survivors develop a false devotion: they become hypervigilant to family members' moods, sacrifice their own needs, take responsibility for others' healing, and call this love. This pattern typically originates in childhood, where the child learned that safety and belonging depend on emotional labor and self-erasure. Breaking the legacy requires distinguishing between authentic care (which flows from choice and surplus capacity) and trauma-bonded enmeshment (which drains you to sustain dysfunction). The key question: am I devoted to this person's growth, or am I devoted to managing their pain to protect myself?
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