Every time I meditate I feel like I'm falling in love with the silence, but then I open my eyes and feel abandoned by my own mind.
More people experience this than they realize.
The ego experiences the dissolution into pure being as both union and abandonment, craving what it fears to lose.
“Where Are You with The mystic's love — loving without an object?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.