I feel guilty because I'm more devoted to Lakshmi when I need money and to Durga when I'm scared, like I'm just using goddesses for my convenience rather than truly loving them.
More people experience this than they realize.
The honest devotee recognizes the ego's tendency to approach the divine as a cosmic vending machine rather than as beloved.
“Where Are You with Bhakti — Hindu devotional love?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.