My college friends and I used to skip class to lie in the grass and watch clouds and now when we get together we're all so scheduled and productive that the idea of just existing outdoors without purpose feels almost transgressive and I miss that version of us.
More people experience this than they realize.
They've internalized efficiency so completely that purposeless presence in nature feels like rebellion against who they've become.
“Where Are You with Nature deficit disorder?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.