Every documentary I start, I abandon after ten minutes because I'm not 'learning efficiently enough,' but I can spend hours reading random Wikipedia articles about obscure historical events. I don't understand why my brain works this way.
More people experience this than they realize.
You've trained yourself to distrust the very wandering attention that feeds genuine discovery.
“Where Are You with Curiosity as play?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.