I keep making self-deprecating jokes about my depression at parties and people laugh but I can see in their eyes that they know I'm not really kidding.
More people experience this than they realize.
You're using humor as both a shield and a bridge, unsure which function serves you better.
“Where Are You with Japanese aesthetic play — mono no aware in comedy?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.