I keep waiting to feel grateful but mostly I just feel tired, like I'm failing at even the most basic spiritual practices
More people experience this than they realize.
You are trying to manufacture appreciation rather than allowing it to arise naturally from genuine attention to what is.
“Where Are You with The joyful life — Nasreddin's synthesis?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.