I realized I haven't been genuinely surprised by anything in months because I research everything in advance – restaurants, movies, travel destinations – optimizing away the possibility of unexpected delight.
More people experience this than they realize.
Your need to control outcomes has eliminated the serendipity that once made experiences memorable.
“Where Are You with Curiosity as play?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.