I started gardening during the pandemic and my tomatoes are growing but I keep checking them obsessively like they are another project to optimize.
More people experience this than they realize.
You are applying achievement orientation to activities that offer joy precisely because they cannot be controlled or accelerated.
“Where Are You with Joy — what it is and how to find it?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.