My cat sits in the exact same spot every morning and stares at nothing for twenty minutes and I've started sitting with her because her pointless ritual is somehow the most peaceful part of my day.
More people experience this than they realize.
You're learning from a creature that doesn't need to justify its existence or activities.
“Where Are You with Japanese aesthetic play — mono no aware in comedy?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.