My friends think I'm spontaneous because I travel a lot but I plan every detail obsessively and the idea of just showing up somewhere without reservations makes me nauseous.
More people experience this than they realize.
You've created an illusion of spontaneity while maintaining rigid control, fooling others but not yourself.
“Where Are You with Spontaneity?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.