My partner plays guitar badly and happily while I cannot start learning because I hate being terrible at things.
More people experience this than they realize.
The ego's need to appear competent blocks the beginner's mind necessary for growth.
“Where Are You with Flow and play — Csikszentmihalyi's insight?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.