I can access really deep states in meditation retreats but as soon as I come back to regular life with kids and work I lose everything and feel like I am failing at integration.
More people experience this than they realize.
Peak spiritual states can create unrealistic expectations for ordinary consciousness and daily practice.
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Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.