How do I cope with my value resetting to zero every quarter?

You are one of the best closers there is, and you are worn out by a scoreboard that wipes clean every quarter. No matter what you did last time, you start again at zero. That relentless reset is exhausting in a way that has nothing to do with your ability, it is the pace of always starting over. The quarterly zero is the game's design, not a measure of you. It forgets on purpose, so you will run again. But you do not have to forget. The track record you have built is real and adds up, even if the scoreboard pretends otherwise. Your worth does not reset just because the number does. So keep your own longer memory. Hold a record of the years, not just the quarter, and stand on it when the reset feels crushing. Pace yourself for the long haul instead of sprinting each three months as if it were your first. The company resets the number. You do not have to reset your sense of yourself.