How do I handle my own doubts while caring for others' faith?

You can walk with anyone through their worst hour. People lean on your steadiness. And underneath it you carry doubts you feel you are not allowed to say out loud, because so many rely on your certainty. That is a lonely place to stand. Doubt is not the opposite of a deep life; it is often part of one. The fact that you question does not make you a fraud. It makes you someone who takes the questions seriously. The people you help would likely feel less alone knowing even you wrestle in the dark. Find one safe place to be honest, a trusted friend, a journal, a mentor who will not flinch. You do not have to voice your doubts to everyone, but they should not have to live only inside you. Let them breathe somewhere. Carried alone they grow heavy; shared even once, they become bearable.