How do I stop avoiding my business taxes and bookkeeping?
The dread makes sense. Taxes and bookkeeping feel like a locked box with penalties inside, so avoiding it feels safer than opening it. But you already know the truth: the avoidance is the heaviest part. The box sits there getting heavier the longer it stays shut. Naming that is the first honest step. Here is what makes it bearable. You do not have to master accounting. You have to either build a simple habit of recording money in and money out, or hand it to someone who does this for a living. Both are normal choices. Many good business owners never learn the details themselves; they just make sure it gets done. Dread comes from the whole; relief comes from one small piece. Do the smallest possible thing today. Gather your business income and expenses into one place, even a single spreadsheet or folder. Do not sort it yet. Just stop it from being scattered. Then decide: build the habit, or hire it out. Either way, you have already opened the box, and it is never as bad inside as the dread said.