Why do I freeze when a patient crashes?
When a patient crashes, everything speeds up and your mind goes blank. That freeze is not a flaw in you. It is your body flooded with alarm, trying to take in too much at once. Almost everyone feels it early on. The people who look calm learned to move through it, not around it. The fix is not to feel less. It is to have one clear thing to do first. In the chaos, your job is not to save the whole moment. It is to do your one next action: check the airway, start compressions, call for help, whatever your role is. One action breaks the freeze, because now your hands are moving and your mind can catch up. Before your next shift, pick your single first move for a code and say it out loud until it is automatic. When the real moment comes, you will not have to think your way in. You will already have a door to walk through, and the rest will follow.