How do I know if I'm really called to convert to a new spiritual tradition?
The longing itself is real, whether or not you convert. Rumi spent years in study and devotion before his transformation—he didn't rush it, and neither should you. Pay attention to what calls to you: Is it a genuine hunger for depth, or escape from pain? Both are human, but they lead differently. Sit with the teachings that attract you. Read them, live with them for months if you can. Notice what changes in you—not dramatically, but in small ways. Do you pray differently? Think differently? Feel less alone in the struggle? Conversion isn't a light switch. It's the slow recognition that you've already been moving toward something, and now you're naming it. Talk to people within the tradition who've walked this path themselves—not just teachers, but ordinary seekers. Let them show you what the daily work actually looks like. The call becomes clearer when you stop waiting for certainty and start showing up.