Am I actually getting anything out of my internship?
You show up. You do the work they hand you. You are not lazy. But ask yourself what you can do now that you could not do before you started. If you cannot answer in one clear sentence, you are losing time you will not get back. An internship does not teach you by itself. It hands you tasks, and tasks are not the same as learning. The people around you — your pod, the other interns — can see what you are missing, but only if you talk to them honestly instead of just comparing schedules and workloads. This is not a question of effort. You already have effort. It is a question of choosing, before the internship ends, what exactly you are there to take. Nothing improves until you decide that.
An internship with no target is just a temp job with better branding. You will leave with nothing but a line on your resume unless you choose, now, one skill or one answer you want from it. Then build each week around getting that, not around finishing tasks.
What changes unlock by starting
- You leave with a specific skill or answer, not just a line on a resume.
- You can state, in one sentence, what you know now that you didn't before.
- You build the habit of asking for feedback instead of waiting for it to arrive.
- Your pod catches your drift early because you told them what you were chasing.