I am the emergency manager for our county and I made the call not to evacuate ahead of the storm because the models showed it tracking east, but it shifted and we lost three people and now I cannot stop thinking about whether I killed them.
More people experience this than they realize.
You made the best call you could and people died, and you can't stop blaming yourself.
“Where Are You with Public Safety — Emergency Management?”
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