I love the actual welding but I hate everything else about this job and I am starting to think the problem is that I need to work for myself but I have no idea how to run a business.
More people experience this than they realize.
You love the actual work but hate everything around it, and going solo means running a business you don't know how to run.
“Where Are You with Trades — Welding & Metal Fabrication?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.