They handed me a blank page and said design it, and I froze. Where does it even start? I patched something together, and the first time real load hit it, it buckled in ways I never saw coming. A fresh design is just too many choices at once, and mine crack under pressure I should have expected. I can fix and tweak all day, but building the whole thing from nothing undoes me.
More people experience this than they realize.
Designing a system from a blank page overwhelms you, and the ones you build don't hold up under real load.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.