I know the floor better than the fancy systems do, know the flow of the whole place in my bones. But my body feels every one of these years now, the knees and the back keeping score. I stand there some mornings and wonder what all this work actually built for me, other than a tiredness I can't shake off.
More people experience this than they realize.
The work knows your body by now, and you're asking what a decade of it built for you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.