Most deliveries I can manage now, steady hands, calm voice, I know what to do. But the moment one turns into an emergency, the heart rate dropping, the sudden bleed, a cold fear grips me. I do everything right on the outside while inside I'm terrified something is slipping away that I can't catch.
More people experience this than they realize.
You can handle most deliveries, but the emergencies still terrify you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.