I run the whole event smiling, anticipating what every guest needs before they know they need it. They see an easy, magical night; they don't see me holding it all together with a fixed smile. I'm proud of the care I put in, but being 'on' for everyone, all night, every night, is quietly wearing me down.
More people experience this than they realize.
You take pride in unseen care, but always being 'on' slowly drains you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.