I used to build things with my own hands, late into the night, loving every line. Now I sit in reviews all day and my main job seems to be explaining why we can't do the exciting thing. A junior engineer pitched something bold this morning and I heard myself shoot it down, and I barely recognized the tired voice that came out of me.
More people experience this than they realize.
You are senior and trusted but so far from the craft you love that you have become the person who only says no.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.