I can walk into any building and clock the exits, the blind spots, the guy who doesn't belong, all in a few seconds. But most nights nothing happens at all. I've spent years wound tight and ready for a moment that almost never comes, and I don't know what that has done to me.
More people experience this than they realize.
A whole career spent braced for danger that rarely arrives quietly wears you down.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.