I left the high-pressure world for something calmer. It's what I wanted. But now I either pick fights over small things just to feel something, or I sit in the quiet feeling strangely flat and dead. I'm out of the pressure cooker and I can't tell if I'm relieved or bored out of my mind.
More people experience this than they realize.
You left the intensity behind, but calm now feels flat or you keep chasing the rush.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.