I came ashore to a port captain job, the sensible move everyone said I should make. Now I manage crews and paperwork and compliance from a desk that doesn't move. The ship was my whole world, the deck under my feet and the water all around, and I traded it for an office where the only thing at sea anymore is me.
More people experience this than they realize.
You came ashore for a desk job and gave up the ship that was your whole world.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.