I became the director of religious education, and now my days are volunteers, calendars, and programs that have to be run. I was called to teach, to sit with people while something in them slowly opens. That work happens in the classrooms I schedule but rarely stand in anymore.
More people experience this than they realize.
You manage volunteers and programs now instead of the teaching you were called to.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.