I can handle most of the power side now, wire it, trace it, keep it running. But when it jumps to grid scale, or something faults and I have to work backward to find why, I am out of my depth. The everyday stuff I have got. The big and the broken still stop me cold.
More people experience this than they realize.
You can handle everyday power work but not the grid-scale or fault problems.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.