Fifteen years on patrol and I've seen things I can't unsee. Somewhere along the way I stopped giving people the benefit of the doubt and started expecting the worst from everyone. My family notices it too. I look in the mirror and this hard, cynical guy staring back isn't the person I set out to be.
More people experience this than they realize.
Years on patrol have made you cynical, and you don't recognize the person you've become.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.