I've held the lives and deaths of animals in my hands since I started, mostly moving through it as the job. Now the ethics of it are beginning to press on me in a way they didn't before. The choices are the same, but I'm feeling their weight for the first time.
More people experience this than they realize.
The moral weight of holding animals' lives is starting to sink in.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.