I can bring the boat in and work her in calm water now without a second thought. But when the swell kicks up or I am threading a narrow gap with the wind against me, I feel my hands tighten on the wheel. I have come a long way, and the rough days still find the edge of what I can do.
More people experience this than they realize.
You can handle the boat, but storms and tight spots still test you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.