I can design and run just about any reaction safely, and people trust me with the ones that could go badly wrong. That trust is the whole weight of it, because a process I sign off on could hurt someone if I miss a thing. I carry that quietly, every single day.
More people experience this than they realize.
Your skill keeps people safe, and the weight of that risk sits on you alone.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.