In meetings I say the right things, I hit my numbers, everyone thinks I am fully in it. But I have been somewhere else inside for months, maybe longer. There is a version of me that shows up and performs, and the real one checked out a while ago without telling anyone.
More people experience this than they realize.
You look engaged on the outside while you have been absent inside for a long time.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.