I have brought a crew through a storm that had grown men praying, and I stayed calm because I had to. Everyone trusts me to keep them alive out here. But at night in my bunk I feel the full weight of it, knowing that if something goes wrong there is no help coming for hours, and every one of those lives is mine to hold.
More people experience this than they realize.
You can keep a crew safe through anything, but you carry the weight of their lives alone.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.