For a career I've measured and recorded the slow unraveling of the natural world, watching the numbers get worse year after year. I carry what those numbers mean in a way most people never have to, while the world around me moves far too slowly to match the urgency in my data. That knowing has quietly become its own kind of grief, and I don't always know where to put it.
More people experience this than they realize.
You have documented the planet's decline for a career, and carrying that knowledge while the world moves too slowly has become its own grief.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.