Everyone on board is trusting me to not miss one thing across four hours in this seat. One lapse, one number I read wrong, and people do not go home. I know how to do the job. What gets me is the sheer length of it, holding flawless attention hour after hour when the cost of a single slip is somebody's life.
More people experience this than they realize.
The stakes are life and death, and sustaining perfect focus for hours frightens you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.