I'm finally starting to see who really holds sway in the room and how decisions actually get made. But the moment I think about using any of that myself, it feels slippery, like I'd be playing a game I always looked down on. Reading the power is one thing; touching it feels dishonest.
More people experience this than they realize.
You can read the power around you now, but using it still feels dishonest or risky.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.