Twenty years of adrenaline, close calls, and losses have made me someone I barely recognize. Now retirement is coming, and instead of relief I feel dread. I don't know who I am when I'm not the guy who runs toward the fire.
More people experience this than they realize.
After decades on the job, retirement scares you because you don't know who you are without it.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.