The routine operations don't scare me anymore. But the second something goes wrong, or the anatomy isn't what the book showed, my heart pounds and I feel out of my depth. I keep waiting for the case that's beyond me, with someone's life on the table.
More people experience this than they realize.
You can handle routine surgery, but complications and hard cases still frighten you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.