I can spay and neuter in my sleep now, and most days the surgery table feels like home. But last week a routine case started bleeding in a way I didn't expect, and my hands went cold while I tried to think. It's the emergencies, the ones that go sideways fast, that still wake me up at night.
More people experience this than they realize.
You've mastered the routine, but the surgeries that go wrong still scare you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.