The small events run smooth now, I've got the checklists and the rhythm down. But the second it's a big one with important people watching, my chest tightens and I lie awake running through everything that could go wrong. I get it done, but it costs me more than I let anyone see.
More people experience this than they realize.
You can run the small events, but the big, high-stakes ones stretch you past your limit.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.