I work well with the whole team now, most days it is smooth. But when I know my patient needs something and it means pushing back against a doctor above me, my voice shrinks. Last week I backed down when I should not have, and I have been sick about it since.
More people experience this than they realize.
You work well with the team, but pushing back against the hierarchy for your patient still rattles you.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.