I can make a market in almost anything you put in front of me. But my mind never stops. Even at dinner I am running prices in my head, and I wake at three in the morning already thinking about the open. Years of this and I have forgotten what it feels like to just sit and let my brain rest.
More people experience this than they realize.
You are good at the work, but it never lets your mind stop and rest.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.