The hours I work don't line up with any normal life -- my sleep is shot and I miss half of what happens at home. And underneath every shift sits a fear I don't talk about: the one thing that could step onto the tracks when there's no way on earth I can stop in time. That weight rides with me the whole way.
More people experience this than they realize.
The brutal hours wreck your life and a fear you can't stop rides with you every shift.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.