I saw more patients today than I can even remember, and by the end I couldn't tell you a single one of their names. The shifts flip from days to nights until I don't know what week it is. I got into medicine to actually know the people I care for, and now they're just a blur moving past me, and I'm too tired to fight it.
More people experience this than they realize.
The pace and the shifts have worn you out and stolen the connection you got into medicine for.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.