I'm new at the crossing and the weight of it presses on me. There's a procedure for everything, forms, checks, protocols I'm still memorizing, and on top of that I'm supposed to carry an authority I don't feel yet. Someone hands me their papers and looks to me for a decision, and inside I'm scrambling not to drown.
More people experience this than they realize.
The procedures and the authority of the job overwhelm you as you start.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.